When it’s time to leave everything you loved behind.
Watching people hate on their friends. Watching people talk to their friends they where just speaking shit on. Seeing these people in photo’s together looking so beautifully happy makes me sick. I don’t approve of this and I never will be apart of it. I prefer my outside spot I seem to have grown accustom to. Forever not being like you.
I fucking hate you. How you have a simple mind and that you don’t realize a thing I hate your ignorance. Your gender degrading words. I hate that you are living the best life being with all your friends and more to the fact you just don’t seem to notice me rotting here. The end.
I’ll close my eyes, then I won’t see
The love you don’t feel when you’re holding me
Morning will come and I’ll do what’s right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight
I’m an idiot I check my phone every five minutes just to see if I have a message when I have very well learnt now to never ever ever get my hopes up. If someone loves you it will change no matter how hard you try I’ve never met anyone who loves someone is deeply happily in love with them. I just want my life back my head back and my heart and my friends I’ve left behind I need you more then I ever have.
Everyone thinks it’s great that your best friends with your boyfriend. Until they break up with you.
Dear ignorant, heartless and brainless so called humans
What gives you the right to openly discuss your abuse to animals and how you look up to your good old dad because he shot the neighbors old cat in one go the only disappointment you showed was when you realized it wasn’t dead and left a trail of blood so he crawled under the house and shot it several more times. I am so angry I cant even express. I know we live in a world where animals will die everyday and always will but animals dying from some worthless humans entertainment. I will do something about it and I will stop people like you I swear.
I would like to inform everyone. That this is one wall in mine and brads room it is covered in blink182 angels and airwaves and pictures of various cars it somewhat resembles a 14 year old kids room I am also informing everyone that I don’t think we should ever fucking grow up! Yayyy posters on walls forever
